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That was an unexpected experience.

I suppose that the appropriate thing do in a situation like this is to introduce myself; very well. I am called Kaworu Nagisa. I am fifteen years old. I enjoy piano music and spending time by the water. I will be staying in this city indefinitely. According to my teammates, I am 'unliked,' 'filthy,' and 'weird.' It seems I have some difficulty adapting to new circumstances, so I hope that you will have patience with me and correct my errors.

If you would introduce yourselves to me, I would be very interested in learning more about all of you. 'Being around people' is one of the circumstances I have yet to adjust to.

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introspection.livejournal.com

You don't owe me anything!

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notdogmatic

I wouldn't be here today if it weren't for you, Ikari Shinji-kun. I'm grateful for the favor that you did me.

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introspection.livejournal.com

Don't say things like that, damn you! You should be angry! Why aren't you angry... Kaworu...

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notdogmatic

Why should I be angry? You did as I asked, Shinji-kun... in that world there was nothing further for me to accomplish. It was good to know that despite everything I could think of what happened as a gift from a friend...

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introspection.livejournal.com

no, no, no, this is all wrong! don't say- You can't be here

you can't, this can't be happening—!!

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notdogmatic

Why not? Isn't life after death in another world something that most humans wish to believe in?

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evocations

That's enough.

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notdogmatic

Hm? Enough of what? Isn't it impolite not to answer a friend's question?

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evocations

You're upsetting Shinji. Back off, give him some time to think.

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notdogmatic

This isn't any business of yours! This is between -

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notdogmatic

Yes. I can do that. For now.

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evocations

He's important to me. I don't know what happened between you in the past, but you should hear him out.

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notdogmatic

He is important to me as well. It is surprisingly difficult to be quiet and patient. I don't understand.

...in the past? He killed me.

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evocations

It may be hard, but if he means that much to you then you can show him, by respecting his requests.

...Mm. I'm going over to talk to him, now.

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notdogmatic

I will do as I have said.

If it seems correct to do so, make sure he knows I see him as a friend. And... if something that I did upset him, an apology is appropriate?

I will continue learning to behave normally.

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introspection.livejournal.com

Not- not like this! Don't you get it? If you're alive, then none of it's over!

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notdogmatic

I no longer have Third Impact as my goal, and all my connections with SEELE have been severed. If it isn't over, that fact should be unrelated to my presence.